the point of no return?

u know when u stretch a piece of rubber band, it's supposed to return to its original shape and size when u let go?

and when it doesn't, it has passed the point of no return?

I feel somewhat like that tonight. Today. Lately.

when tiredness and exhaustion kick in, nothing has any meaning any more. It's like I'm so tired, sleep doesn't seem to help... I'm so tired, that when I tell myself to rest, I don't seem to understand the meaning of the word "rest" anymore.

and when I'm so tired...

the extent of how meaningless life seems to me...

scares me.

O God, help!